June 2011
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last night
last night i went on my first date with this guy i met last weekend at a cafe/lounge
he’s a nice guy, pretty smart, cool, laid back for the most part, EXCEPT he doesn’t seem to understand “slow down”
first of all, i DON’T LIKE TO REPEAT MYSELF
so if i tell you to slow down and you don’t do it, you pretty much already lost the battle with me
not to mention...
May 2011
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had to remember this song last night…
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if
if i were to make this call that i want to make to the person i want to reach out to, i might find that what i want is only a figment of my imagination—a tawdry flip of the image in my memory, making it into glory when truly it more resembles guts
oh sweet memory, stay wherst thou art and let me remain new
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Watchcheck thissage out!
who knew before they clicked this about harlem’s fashion row…??? be honest!
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standing in struggle. (bka insurance-less in...
i work two jobs.
i used to have three. the 3rd job said i should work on a fill-in basis. (thanks 3rd job but my schedule isn’t that kind)
so i have two jobs and neither affords me insurance. one of the jobs is an organization that touts support for disenfranchised new yorkers. when i went in for the interview, now three years ago, it was supposed to be one day a week, up from that soon...
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dear listening hearts
it is important that i make it clear:
though just about everything i write here is inflicted upon me directly by some situation or feeling, it is seldom a direct hit or mention at any one person
i say what i feel because i want to
more oft than not, these are my simple musings as i go into and out of consciousness
i don’t remember most of my thoughts once they are thought
if i am...
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and then one day....
(when i have a boyfriend…)
then he’s gonna say something that mildly offends me
and i’m gonna pout and say “that wasn’t nice!” (while pouting)
and then he’ll say, “i’m sorry. you know i didn’t mean it.”
and he’ll give me a kiss on the lips, and then we’ll go back to watching tv and cuddling on a couch made of leather...
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Watchdid you know that when i made you, you were pure love?
did you know that when i made you, you were whole?
…a true mystery to unfold…
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if i had a boyfriend
then on a night like tonight, i would go over his house and we would find old tv shows online and watch ‘em
like martin, and hanging with mr cooper
…yea
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if
if i said everything i thought out loud, i would probably have less friends…
or maybe i would have better stronger friends!!!
(but people would probably think we were all pretty mean)
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friendship
on the harsher side of the coin, i do have to ask these questions. maybe someone will have an answer:
what is friendship?
how does it manifest?
what does it require?
how do you accept friendship without having expectations?
what does it mean to be a good friend to someone?
i’d like to think i’m a good friend, but i think some people may call me their friend when i may not use...
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it happens...
so i think i may be under the impression that i don’t get stressed out
but lately i’ve been underneath it and i can’t deny it anymore
i bought bath beads tonight
and even though i have NO intention of washing my tub to use them tonight, i think maybe by the end of the week i should do it
i have to email someone something right now though
and right now i’m listening to...
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i sometimes wonder
what makes a friend a friend?
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after the moment has passed
and all of everything you thought was there is now
gone
after the desire has drained and the juices have flown, flowed, dried
after the words that wanted to be spoken were…or not
say it again.
say it like you mean it.
like you ever did… or never did
tell me all the ways i unnerved you
ripped you apart each time and then molded you back together
clay in mine hands
i know all...
